她深吸了一口气道：“没事，秦绍你直说……我听着。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她已经说过，有任何困难她都愿意陪他一起度过难怪了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可他还是这般说。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp连让她陪着一起度过难关的机会，都不给了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林小曼觉得自己爱的，太卑微了……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp秦绍能感受到，她说话声音虽然平静，但却和刚开始不一样了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp有点颤音。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp不出意外，估计还哭鼻子了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他心底不由一梗，一时间难受到了极致一般的，再次红了眼眶。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“林小曼……我们分手吧。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林小曼直接捂住了嘴巴，怕自己哭出声来。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp心底一阵绞痛的感觉，却不停的深呼吸，又深呼吸。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她怀孕了……营养没跟上。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp三个月前，算危险期。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她不敢太难受，她第一次当妈妈没有经验，怕影响到腹中胎儿了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp秦绍听着电话那头的呼吸声，心底一阵憋闷道：“别问原因……算我对不起你。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她声音颤抖的道：“秦绍……你有喜欢过我吗？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp从头到尾，你有喜欢过我吗？

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“重要吗？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“于我而……很重要。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp秦绍深吸了一口气，脑子恢复清明。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她还小，以后还要很长的人生要去走……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他不想，耽误她。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他的人生，已经没有后路了……全废了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp何必再去耽误人家小姑娘。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林家现在趋势不错，有厉衍琛帮寸着以后只会越来越好。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林小曼以后的人生，差不了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp倒是秦家如今的局势，他已经不想牵累任何人了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp秦绍又深吸了一口气道：“没有……喜欢过。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可事实上，已经很喜欢了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp在遭遇那么多事后，身边很多东西都变了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp唯独林小曼没有变。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她还是那么听话，不给人添麻烦。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp无论他有没有对他好过，她依旧那么喜欢他。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp下一刻，电话被挂断。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林小曼捂着嘴，哭得泣不成声。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp心里简直难受到了极致。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“秦绍！我去你妈的死渣男！！呜呜呜……”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“我不哭……宝宝妈妈不哭……他肯定有原因的，你爸爸不是渣男……呜呜呜……”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp控制不住的那种哭泣。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp眼泪，怎么都擦不干。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一边哭，一边拍着自己的肚子……安抚腹中的孩子。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可才两个多月的孩子，怎么会有什么感觉？

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp不过是林小曼什么都不懂，才会去在乎腹中还没成型的孩子的感受罢了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp整个人，哭得差点没晕厥过去。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp却刻意的压制住自己心底的难受，不停的深呼吸……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她不哭。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp难受也不哭。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp看着床头家里女佣送进来的牛奶，林小曼直接一口喝完，而后躺倒了床上。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp医生说孕妇要好好休息……前三个月不能出任何问题。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp不能心里难受，因为要保持心情舒畅，不然以后生出来的宝宝不漂亮，性格还不好。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她已经没有了秦绍了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但还有秦绍留下的种……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林小曼躺在床上，眼角挂着泪水的闭着眼睛沉睡过去。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp事实上，很早就困了，但想等秦绍下班了……给他打个电话再睡觉。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp终于，这个电话打完了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她也该睡觉了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp林小曼含泪睡着。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp秦绍坐在车上，看着窗外的夜景……烟一根接着一根的抽。