可。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp后来，谁知道……他心里又会生出点想要的东西来呢。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp明知要不到，但还是生出了那么点想法来。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这世上，最痛苦的事情，就是求而不得了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp如果注定得不到，那么……他选择放弃，选择逃离，选择此生不再见。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云淑……那是他这辈子都得不到的人啊。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp聂城回去的路上，脑子里想的全都是纪云淑。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这么多年过去，他们之间的点点滴滴。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp好似一夕间，大脑的思绪又回到了最初的时候一般……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那时候的纪云淑，漂亮得跟个洋娃娃似的，穿着公主裙，一副高高在上的姿态，居高临下的看着他。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而他，是卑微到尘埃里的人……连自己的父亲，都不知道是谁。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他知道，自己配不上她，这辈子都配不上。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但最开始的他只是个孩子而已。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp也有想要的东西，也会不由自主的会去喜欢一个人……虽然后来，很多东西都被时间给磨灭掉了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp聂城永远也忘不掉，纪云淑嫁人的那天。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他在心里压抑着的所有情绪，一夕间爆棚了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那天，他喝得烂醉如泥……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那天，他不想活了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可什么都改变不了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她还是嫁人了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp后来她还为人母了……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp再后来，他的心变得麻木了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp好似这个世上，所有的人，所有的事都变得不重要了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp已经没有得失心了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她来，他不会拒绝。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她走，他不会挽留。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪家出事后，她让他去当演员赚钱。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他听话的去了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp开始演戏后……他才开始在戏里，活成角色里的人物，忘却现实中的自己，才能找到一点生活的乐趣。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp做自己，没有什么期待。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp做戏里的人，却能按照剧情去体验一些东西。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏暖暖当时拍戏，入戏很深能出不来。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp聂城最开始也出不来……可，每次纪云淑来找他，他都能自觉出来。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp到后来，收放自如了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他在现实中的世界好像什么都没有了……但却还有一个摆脱不了的她。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp聂城心情复杂的回到家中。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp如果明天那么早出发，就要回来收拾东西了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp却刚从电梯里出来，就看到门口处蹲着的身影。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那抹身影自来都是孤傲，高高在上的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp然而，这一刻却能从她身上看出一抹脆弱来……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp听到脚步声，纪云淑猛地抬起头，就看到熟悉的声音了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她紧咬着嘴唇，眸中通红一片。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp也不知道是被气红的，还是委屈红的……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp聂城扬了扬眉，走了过去。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云淑皱眉道：“这么晚不在家，去哪了？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“送阿瑶回家了，然后出去见了个朋友。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“你哪来的朋友？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp聂城从来都是一个人生活，后来除了多了那个小贱种，从来就没有过什么朋友。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp聂城淡淡道：“我就不能有朋友？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云淑没好气道：“你以前就没有。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“哦。”聂城淡淡的回应了一声，掏出钥匙，将门给打开。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云淑走到他身后，环住他的腰身道：“阿城……”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp声音脆弱，又无助。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp聂城挑眉道：“知道苏暖暖和你哥的关系了？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云淑咬牙切齿道：“是。”