什么嫌弃？

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp聂城皱眉道：“我没有嫌弃你。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“你就是那个意思！聂城，你要离开我现在就放你自由！！”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“……”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“起码……你记住的，都是我好的时候，我最年轻，最肆意潇洒，人生中，最好的时候……”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp是啊。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp陆放不碰她。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这么些年，她又有洁癖，不愿意被任何人碰，除了他。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她最好的年龄，都给了自己。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp聂城不由叹了口气，走过去拉住她的手腕道：“你误会了……没有嫌弃你，只是……想要的东西，更多了，求而不得的滋味……太难受撑不住了。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp无疑，这一刻的聂城是卑微的，暴露了一点以前从未在纪云淑面前暴露过的小脆弱。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一直以来，他真的就如同狼狗一样，跟纪云淑对着干。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云淑闻，穿鞋的动作，不由一顿。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp是这样吗……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她突然回头，甩掉脚下穿到一半的鞋子，搂着聂城的脖子，主动攀上。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp下一刻，天雷交战起。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp从来没有哪一次，比这次更能撩动纪云淑的心。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她就知道……她的阿城，心里一直都有她。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但她却一点都不心疼这样的聂城。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp因为，那是他欠他的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他自找的，他活该。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他遇到自己，是他的幸，也是他的不幸。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那是这个世上，第一个拉着她去地狱里走了一遭的人。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp最开始的她虽然被家里人给宠得无法无天不可一世，却也不过是个涉世未深的单纯的大小姐罢了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp是他出现，带着她去地狱里走了一遭，见识了那些阴暗的东西，她的世界观才开始被刷新的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她陪着他去地狱里走了一遭，而后将他从地狱里拉出来。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他欠她的，这辈子都还不清了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她对他做任何事，都是应该的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp是他该承受的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她是绝对不会允许，他离开的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他求而不得……她也无能为力，她身上背负的东西，太多了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp多到，自己都快喘不过气来了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp怎么去顾及他？

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp纪云淑直接红了眼睛，将聂城压在身下，发泄个不停。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp聂城欣然接受……这样的纪云淑，太陌生了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这么多年过去，他见识过她任何时候的模样。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp在他眼里，她哪一刻都是迷人的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她属于很多人。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她是纪家的大小姐，是陆家的女主人，是阿乾的母亲，是陆放不稀罕的妻子。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp是人前风光无限的大小姐。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但这一刻，她好似变得只属于他了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp聂城心底是动容的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp第一次……主动揽住了她，反下为上。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp勇猛前行。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp无疑，这一次的他们，前所未有的激烈。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp感情浓郁到极致了一般。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp唯有这一刻，聂城能感受到到那么一点，身下的这个女人，心里其实是有他的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp只是她太傲气了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp不承认心里会有一条自己养的狗……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但他，想逼着她承认。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“我是谁？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“阿城……你是我的阿城。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp动情的纪云淑，已经没有理智了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp闻，聂城眼睛红了……唇角微微弯起一个弧度来。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp动作更勇猛了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp好，你的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这辈子都是你的。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp不离开了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp没有不知道。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一直都知道……离不开了。