“知道啊，我老师是影后……不过好像遇到过什么麻烦，因此退圈了。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“你就不怕那些麻烦，波及到你头上？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp苏暖暖想了想道：“怕啊……可人生，总不能因为怕这怕那的，就不继续前行了吧……渴望得到的东西，因为害怕，就都不去尝试了？

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这样该活得多可悲啊……”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp黑暗中，厉衍琛不由有些沉默了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp小时候，知道蓝清棠就是自己的母亲后……因为害怕些什么，他一次都没去找过她。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp哪怕生病了，发高烧了，再渴望的时候，都没去过。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp可，去了又能怎样了？

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她压根就不会认自己……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“嗯。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“大叔……我老师很可怜的，她女儿是个自闭症儿童，她身边也没个人帮衬，每天自己照顾女儿……要带孩子，要做家务……要买菜做饭，特别可怜，

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp你知道吗，阿瑶怕生，除了老师以外谁都不愿亲近……但唯独愿意和我亲近。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp因为你身上有光……

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp他从小，因为他妈妈的原因，也不远和任何女人亲近，哪怕是家里的长辈。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp长大后，也一样，对任何女人都没有好感……特别是那些表面一套背后一套的豪门大小姐们。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp让他觉得特别的厌恶。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而小丫头不一样，活得太纯粹了。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp和那些女人，简直是两个世界的人一般。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp站在那……很轻易就能吸引到他的视线。

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“大叔你有在听我讲话吗？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“嗯……”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“大叔我是不是特别舌燥？每次一说话，就说个不停？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“还好……”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“大叔不觉得讨厌吗？”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“不觉得。”

&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“那就好……不知道为什么，我特别喜欢和大叔说这些。”